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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Stretching While the Days are Short

Tired.

Many holiday parties and visiting with friends that we haven't seen for awhile.

Kinda interesting that we cram everything in right now, because of holidays. Then in January, we won't feel so motivated to visit with the whole world all at once. Kind of an ebb and flow, I guess.

I will be visiting my darling daughter in California this month, we are painting 2/3 of our house right now, and I am working on media for a great MLK event that will take place in January.

It's a good tired - and very full. Full of warmth, because I am soooo lucky to have amazing people in my life. And they want to spend time with ME! And I love spending time with THEM, even though I am an introvert and will have to compensate all of January by going in to my cave.

Yesterday, we still had 5 women stand for peace, even though I know they all probably had holiday things to do. Shoppers drove by in waves as we stood in 40 degree weather (very warm after last week). My heart is touched by the commitment of these women. In Speaking Circles, I have found that I actually get to know someone more when we allow silence than when we feel a need to share our stories. Stories are just stories, but being is precious and we find that place beyond the stories where we are the same.

Last night I did my once a year dancing. We were at Michael's company party. Michael doesn't like to dance, but he did do a couple of slow ones with me. I got some other men to boogie with me. It feels so good to move my body to the music. Before Michael came along, I danced most weekends. I was a dancin' fool. Now I'm just a ...... ;-)

posted by Carol at 1:36 PM


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