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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Amarillo with Three Women

We are in Amarillo. This time, we are taking the smarter and more bourgeois approach - stopping half-way both ways, sleeping in a motel, and actually eating dinner out. Last time, we drove straight through and ate whatever we had in the car. If you are ever in Amarillo, TX, I recommend the Tequila Ruby Restaurant. I think that we were the oldest people in the place, and maybe the only "foreigners". The food was SO abundant and delicious, though! And the margaritas! Worth driving to Texas for.

When I was younger, I thought that people who talked incessantly about politics and the state of the world were tedious bores. Now I am one of them - surrounded by more of them. What else is there to talk about??? We are a single woman who may one day consider whether she wants to have kids, a grandmother, a mother of adult kids, and a mother of semi-adult kids - one overseas in war. How can we not be talking about the world when it is in this state and we have loved ones whose futures we worry about?

Gaye brought her teddy bear. He is dressed in fatigues. When you press into his arm, Gaye's son's voice says, "I love you, mom. No matter where I am, I'll always be thinking of you. Hang in there." He says he loves her three times. It is kinda eerie, sad, touching, sweet, beautiful. I can't write about it any more. My mind goes to what can happen. I can't go there right now.

Onward to Crawford...

posted by Carol at 7:24 AM


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