Exploring Ways To Make Peace Within
Ourselves & the World

Women In Black Denver, Colorado

Join us Saturday afternoons from 12:30pm - 1:30pm, as we stand in silent vigil for peace. Click here to learn more.

Recent Posts
Friends

Powered by Blogger

Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Saturday, April 15, 2006

More About Yesterday

Last year, I wrote profusely as I was here, then entered a shortened story (see August, 2005 entries). This year, I have been trying to blog and am writing very little on paper. Since I don't get to blog much, I am hoping that my feeble memory will serve me when I try to document this trip at a later date.

First I want to thank everyone for their kindness and support. I just read some comments and emails, and they brought tears to my eyes. Thank you, thank you for caring!!! Being here, I am not numb like I can get in suburbia. I feel so deeply. I cry when I read what you write. I cry when I walk up to Joseph Lowery, when I give away money that a friend sent down with me to donate to whatever cause moved me, when I hear the stories of men and women who have had their loved ones die in this war. But I also laugh. These people are FUNNY! I have stood by the road each day, volunteering to do traffic control (and I am such a push-over for people trying to bend the rules!). I get to carry a walkie talkie as I stand out there. I LOVE that - how fun!. I can eavesdrop on conversations that other walkie talkie carriers are having. They give each other shit like only a family member can.

So yesterday after the Stations of the Cross walk, we went back to the motel to get Karen and Gaye, then drove back to the Peace House to get the shuttle to Camp Casey. While we were there, Joseph Lowery arrived. How cute can he be?!? Eighty-five years old, dressed in matching baby blue plaid pants and shirt!!! When I decided to walk up to him to meet him...I couldn't do it, because just the thought made me cry. But I did get it under control and Karen got an awesome photo of me and him together. Since I can't download her photos on my blog yet, I will have to do it another time. I am blown away by the fact that being around people like that can bring me to tears and open my heart until it barely fits in my chest, but they stand there like anyone else and don't appear to know how much they mean to people like me.

Also yesterday, I met Carlos Arredondo whose son died in the war. He is the man who, when he was notified of his son's death, set the military's vehicle and himself on fire. What a loving, open-hearted man! I will write more and post photos as I can.

posted by Carol at 8:31 AM


0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home