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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Bake Sale for Body Armor Experiences, Day Two

Well, the totals aren't in yet, but it looks like we might have earned around $4000 in our two days of sales.

A woman whose co-workers are mostly veterans told us stories about the people she works with - stories about what these people go through when they come back from the Middle East. Then she wrote Bake Sales for Body Armor a check for $300.

A man with a small child stopped to put the child down. I wasn't really paying attention to what he was doing, since he was a little distance from the table. He walked up to me and gave me some cash, then walked away. I looked at what was in my hand: five twenties.

We had food donations up the wazoo (as my father-in-law would say). We had tons of baked goods; a woman donated three patriotic pillows that she made; someone donated a couple of pizzas, because we might be hungry; a woman brought us Starbuck's yesterday and then packages of coffee today for us to send to the troops; a woman donated four copies of the book that she has written about support and services that are available to the troops; and the stories and connections once again gave me goose bumps, tears, and a reason to believe in people.

We met a man who is a member of Colorado Veterans for America. Nice, nice man. Watching Gaye and people like him and other veterans or families of veterans, I feel like I'm watching a big family. My closest connections to that family are through Gaye, my dad (a WWII vet), and my compassion for all beings. That is good, but it's not the same. When I watch them, I feel like I'm watching someone else's family reunion.

Through the entire 9 hours that we were selling, one man was negative. One person out of hundreds. And he was only mad, because we had copies of a January, 2006 New York Times article that tells about the need for side body armor and how the military is being slow to supply it. He hates the New York Times, because they are trying to ruin W.

And here go my thank you's again! Thank you, Applejack Liquor - I found their website! I LOVE their store; their employees are the nicest people, and their owner... I can't tell you what a wonderful, supportive person. Buy at Applejack!!! (We always do in this house!)

Thank you to everyone who baked, gave, bought, shared tears and laughs and supported Gaye.
These past two days were a miracle.

And I wonder... Do the soldiers know how much people - pro-war and anti-war - care about them? I hope so.

posted by Carol at 4:00 PM


2 Comments:

Anonymous Jim Matera said...

Carol. Thank You for all your wonderful work!!! I hope many people are finding your blog to read about your thoughts and experiences as you stand for justice and peace and humanity.

Actually we know that 20 persons lost their precious sons.

7:20 AM  
Blogger Carol said...

Thanks Jim!

And the numbers keep growing...

Reading this book, Hell Healing and Resistance, and listening to the stories of the family and friends of military people, I now realize that we don't lose our sons and daughters only because of death, but we lose a lot of them who are still alive. They come home with injuries that no doctor can fix and they are never the same. As much as my experience gave me hope because of the beauty of humankind, my heart is also broken from the stories of pain that I heard.

9:39 AM  

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