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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Relief in Sight

I am doing what I said that I would not do. I am going to go under general anesthesia so that a doctor can break up the adhesions in my shoulder. Oh, I did not want to do this. But I THINK that I am glad that I made the decision.

The Dr said that he is "intrigued" by my case. I hope I get some kind of award for that. He has not seen a bilateral case of frozen shoulder before and mine is "extreme". I think I coulda told him that.

So, in a week or two, I will be able to raise my hand to vote at a meeting. I'll be able to see my armpits for the first time in months. I'll be able to dress myself and do all kinds of fun things. I will have less pain. I will dance and I will hug people!

And I got drugs. I'm going all out. I got some pain meds so that I can maybe get some sleep.

Dreamland, here I come!

posted by Carol at 10:52 PM

2 Comments:

Blogger otowi said...

It seems to me like a good choice. Insha'allah it will work out well and you'll be very glad and relieved soon!

6:51 AM  
Blogger Carol said...

Thanks for your support!

9:11 AM  

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