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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Photographs and Memories



What a sweet rendition of Jim Croce's song!


I've been going through BOXES of photographs. I'm not just looking at them, I'm lightening my load. Reducing my baggage to a minimum.

I'm finding many unlabeled photos of people I barely remember, places I can't recognize, or blurs that I kept for some unknown reason. I have now seen my whole life flash before my eyes - me as a baby, a toddler, a gawky adolescent, a young mother, and more recently, a middle-aged woman. In only a few hours, I've watched my kids grow from beautiful, sweet, innocent, soft babies and toddlers that I never want to stop kissing to the wonderful young adults that they are now (that I never want to stop kissing, but have to in order to preserve their sanity and dignity).

As I throw away photos of boyfriends from years past - love that came and went - does it mean that those times never happened, since I will no longer have anything to prove it?

Through all of this, I see just how temporary we are. There will be a time when no one on this earth will know that I - or my photos - ever existed.

If you could choose only one photo of yourself to preserve so that others could see it 100 years from now, what would it look like? What would it say about you and your life?

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posted by Carol at 8:34 AM


5 Comments:

Blogger otowi said...

I don't think I have a lot of photos of myself. Actually I'm not sure I have any aside from a few on a computer. My mom has some but I haven't seen them in some time.

1:03 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Really?

That's kind of neat, actually. I have SOOOOO many.

But now that I'm clearing away stuff, I have a lot less!

Don't you have to get yearly photos for the yearbook?

4:20 PM  
Blogger Robert Rouse said...

My poor kids went through the first three years of my son's life - my daughter got 16 months worth less - having their photos taken daily. Ah, a new father and a digital camera can be a dangerous combination.

7:06 PM  
Blogger Mary Ellen said...

I've never been a fan of the camera and most of my pictures consists of school photos from when I was a kid. I have wedding pics...somewhere.

I guess the only one I can think that I would want anyone to see was a pic of me when I was about two years old. I seemed pretty happy...so that's cool. And aren't all two year olds cute? ;-)

8:30 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Robert,

And I think that I have a lot to go through...!!! ;-)

What a nice (and proud) dad!


Mary Ellen,

Thanks for stopping by!

Two-year-olds are definitely at the top of the cute list.

So you want to be remembered as young, cute and happy? Sounds good to me!

8:43 AM  

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