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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Too Many Words

There are already too many words floating through cyberspace and permanently (as permanent as permanent can be, which isn't at all) held on paper. Words of agreement, giving credibility and power to a general who says that we are a success at occupying a country that never did anything to warrant it. Then, litanies of accusations and arguments against same man.

And the memories and stories around this date... we can expand upon an experience by adding our own meaning to it and making it fit any belief system we hold.

On this date, six years ago, I cried and cried and felt a chill throughout my being, because I knew that we would use our victim-hood to justify attacking others. I knew that the mentality of "How dare you mess with the U.S.?" would bring our government to do things that I couldn't stand to even think of. Pain and suffering as an excuse to cause more pain and suffering.

But others have seen it differently and are glad that we kill people in other lands so that we can be free to drive anywhere we want any time we want. So that we can buy and vacation and watch television and do all of the things that only Americans deserve. "Those people over there" are the bad guys and we are the benevolent.

There really are no words to describe the sadness that I feel about a country that could be so much more. If my "freedom" can only be bought at the price of another's, I am not really free.

posted by Carol at 8:26 AM


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