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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Me Encanta Hablar Espanol

Tonight was my last Spanish class of this session. For fourteen weeks, I've studied until my brain hurt and I've sweated profusely in class as el profesor grilled us over and over. This learning a new language is hard! Especially at my advanced age! Fourteen weeks and I still can only pick out a few words when I listen to Spanish radio. But that's more than I could do before!

I never want to hear anyone say "people who come to the U.S. should just learn to speak English" again. Move to a foreign country in order to feed your family, then work your butt off at minimum wage before you tell me what someone in that position ought to be doing.

I've got an easy life - so far - and this learning a new language stuff takes time, money and lots of work. I can't imagine trying to do it under different circumstances, although maybe I'd be more motivated if I couldn't understand most of the people around me.

Because of a great out-of-town opportunity I have coming up and because of a great out-of-body experience under the knife I'll be undergoing in a month, I'm on espanol sabbatical for the next couple of months. I hope I don't get too rusty...

Paz, amor, y aprendizaje
(or something like that - and yes, I cheated)



If you can speak three languages you're trilingual. If you can speak two languages you're bilingual. If you can speak only one language you're an American. - Author Unknown

Use what language you will, you can never say anything but what you are.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

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posted by Carol at 9:53 PM


6 Comments:

Blogger San said...

Carol, I took espanol many anos ago, as an undergraduate. The thing that's so disorienting about hearing it (or any language) spoken by real-life honest-go-God human beings is that they don't sound like the classroom recordings.

You're wise to cut yourself some slack in anticipation of your out-of-town opportunity (please reveal more) and your forthcoming out-of-body experience (well put). Here's hoping that both prove truly restorative...

4:07 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

You're right, San. And the real-life honest-to-God human beings don't sound like my teacher, either!

Thanks for your good wishes. I will write more about my out of town opportunity at some point. I'll just now say that, for one week, I will have no internet or phone connection (of course, no television, either) and I will only be around 12 people other than myself during that time. Looking forward to it!

5:12 PM  
Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

I believe that you’re learning Spanish is great! I do know how hard it is to learn a language as an adult. Strangely, read/translate 5 languages (besides English) but I can “speak” none of them. My brain seems incapable to telling my mouth how to pronounce the words.

4:54 AM  
Blogger Carol said...

Nick,

I relate to what you're saying. I can do my written homework almost impeccably, then when the teacher calls on me, not only do I have trouble with hating to speak in front of others, but my brain, also can't tell my mouth how to speak Spanish.

FIVE languages??? Wow!

7:49 AM  
Blogger San said...

Sounds like you may be off for a spiritual retreat. Even if it's not called a retreat, that's what it'll be. That unplugged condition can be so profound and wonderful.

5:27 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

It's going to be awesome! I'll write about it a little before I go - and then more after I get back. Unless I'm left without words...

8:37 PM  

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