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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Who Would've Thought It Could Be This Good?

Taken at the Botanic Gardens where we can always pretend it's spring.


Today Buddha (the dog) and I walked around the nearby pond in the 50+ degree warmth that we knew would come to visit someday soon if we could just hang in there.

A red-tailed hawk flew circles overhead. I had Buddha's leash in one hand and a blue plastic bag of Buddha poop in the other. Buddha always poops at a point as far away as possible from the nearest trash can so that I can have plenty of time to work on my aversion to bodily waste products. That's why he's the Buddha. He's a teacher.

The blond grasses that lined either side of the trail reminded me of the wet spring we had last year. All of the moisture that came then allowed the plants to grow taller than is typical of most years. I remember walking through this park last spring and feeling like I was in a jungle as I walked through grass taller than me.

That was the interesting time of my life when my shoulders wouldn't move at all. I love to walk and hike, but even walking is less fun when arms can't swing.

But now my shoulders move much better, the dried yellow stems are preparing to give way for young green shoots, and it just feels really good to be alive to see the beauty of hawk-flight and to feel the warmth of a bag of do-do.

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posted by Carol at 8:41 PM


4 Comments:

Blogger San said...

Carol, your Buddha-as-teacher story is priceless. And your walk sounds so lovely. Great photo too. Sigh.

11:56 AM  
Blogger Carol said...

San,

Thanks! Buddha dog is priceless!

The waves lapping against the ice at the edge of the pond where I walked were nothing like those that you got to listen to recently, but they'll do just fine for now!

2:42 PM  
Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

I think it wonderful that Buddha and you had such an enjoyable walk. I found my few hours out-of-doors yesterday to be invigorating. Unfortunately, Alex decided he’d rather be inside catnapping than outside playing with me. Of course, he made up for it by catting around outside for two hours last night.

9:54 AM  
Blogger Carol said...

Nick,

I think that Alex was just messin' with ya! ;-)

Buddha and I have put on a lot of miles together. We don't need to talk, we can read each other's minds.

10:53 AM  

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