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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Monday, March 31, 2008

Candles

How interesting that the sky has been the shade of old, over-used and worn-out muslin sheets for most of the time during the past few days while I've sat in my recliner watching squirrels run back and forth along the top of the fence. I finally decided that a candle has to be burning at all times. If the sun won't visit while I am stuck here with mush for brains, I'll just create my own light and warmth.

Perfectly, the sun peeked out for a short time on Saturday - one of only two outings I've made in the last week (the other being for physical therapy). I can still feel the hot sun beating on my shoulders as I walked to visit Mr. and Mrs. Owl and family. That was very nice.

But back to candles.

I've started back on my rounds of visiting the blogohood. First stop was Sometimes Saintly Nick's. Reading back over the week that I missed, I found that on last Tuesday, he wrote about ME. ME! With a prayer for my surgery and recovery. Is that not THE NICEST thing that I have heard of??? And with it, he had a photo of purple candles. Guess what's burning right now in the CarolForPeace house...

You guessed it - all purple and warm and light and reminding me of how we're not alone even when we are all by ourselves with a sky that forgot to show its colors.

Thank you, Nick, and thank you to all of your friends who willingly joined you in thinking about ME!

It helped. It really, really did - and still does. The gift that keeps on giving.

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posted by Carol at 12:34 PM


7 Comments:

Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

You are more than welcome, Carol. I hope your recovery continues well.

I have this thing for candles: my house in full of them. Every room has candles in it. One of my favorites is in the kitchen: it is burning now and its apple-cinnamon fragrance comes into the study/library where I am now. It really makes my house homey—very homey!

1:48 PM  
Blogger San said...

Carol, welcome back. I too saw Nick's amazing post. He's more than sometimes saintly.

And your post is lovely, as they always are. What a gift to have you back among us.

2:03 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Nick,

I thought of you when I looked at my candle yesterday. Today the sun is shining and I had P.T., so I haven't lit one yet, but I will, and I will know that you are also enjoying a warm flame.

San,

Thanks!

Yeah, I had hard time typing the "Sometimes" word. How about "Mostly"?

12:41 PM  
Blogger barman said...

Glad your surgery went so well. It seems like you should be good as new before the summer. Glad to hear it.

I know when I had the full blown gall bladder surgery I was told that the more pain meds I took, the longer it would take for me to get out of the hospital. From that point on I only took my meds twice. I got myself out of there with a three day stay and did not look back. I guess I was lucky. I hope you too will get to where you no longer need the pain medication just because who needs to take medicine if they can avoid it. Until then, I hope they gave you real good stuff to keep you in comfort.

Until then enjoy the owl family. You would not want to take on a squirrel family or two would you? I have an abundance around my house.

3:42 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Hey Barman,

Thanks for visiting!

Today is day 3 without meds. Whoohoo! I don't like the way they feel - except when I'm in bad pain and then I LOVE the feeling when they kick in.

Gall Bladder surgery - surgery to your core - has to not be fun. Yes, I'd do anything to get out of the hospital. Fortunately, mine was out-patient.

I think that if I took some of your squirrel families, the squirrel families around here might call for war. This is a good neighborhood for squirrels, though. Don't tell your rodent neighbors, but someone around here offers the squirrels a never-ending supply of corn on the cob. Because of that, we get corn growing in the strangest places in our yard...

4:33 PM  
Anonymous Rimshot said...

Thanks for stopping by my blog. I'm elated to hear that you're doing well and I'm looking forward to tales of your amazing bionic feats.

B.T.W., In answer to your question: January 30th.

7:10 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Rimshot,

Thanks for visiting! I hope my bionic feats won't be a disappointment.

Glad to know that, if you are psychic, I have most of a year to read your blog before, well, you know...

I just hope that you're not psychic...

10:05 PM  

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