
Why Do I Write This Blog???
The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.
Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,
"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."
Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."
In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me
6 Comments:
Pain can be beautiful even as it is dreadful. Unfortunately, I have a very high tolerance for pain that sometimes results in it becoming excruciating before I do anything about it. Also, I usually forget the wisdom I received from a very competent physical many years ago: “Take those damned pain pills BEFORE the throbbing begins.”
Yeah Nick, Pain is very interesting up to a point. We certainly can get through a lot more than we think we can.
And we're ALWAYS wiser than the docs... until the pain doubles us over... ;-)
Well described! Now describe what it felt like when the pill kicked in :)
Gary,
It felt all floaty and relaxing.
Funny how much attention I gave to the pain sensations, but when things felt better, I quit being as present for those sensations.
Thanks for asking!
Such a vivid description of pain. I'm sorry you felt it so vividly.
(Hopefully this is not a duplicate reply. Blogger blew up on me during my first attempt.)
Thank you, San!
It was only a short and temporary experience. I have a deep compassion for those who live with bad pain on a daily basis.
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