
Why Do I Write This Blog???
The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.
Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,
"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."
Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."
In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me
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I have been on that ferry. I have been to Knob Hill and China Town and Fisherman’s Warf. I have been on Stanyan Street—do you know the Rob McKuen poem/song?
As I read of your trip, the memories come flooding back. And I want to be there at least one last time.
Thank you, Carol.
Indigo Incarnates
Yes... Thistle and I are pretty much solar powered too :)
Nick,
I hope that you will be here again some day. It sounds like your memories are bringing you here even if your body sits in Louisville at this time.
I had not heard of the poem/song you mentioned. I Googled it and can't find the song, but I just got moved to a place of sweet melancholy by reading the touching poem on McKuen's site. I remember him from the '70's, but I have never paid much attention to him. Now I'm in love. Thanks for bringing him back to my mind.
You can read his sweet "blog?" here and at the bottom of his post is the beautiful Stanyan Street poem.
http://www.mckuen.com/flights/280800.htm
Indigo,
I hope that you live in a mostly sunny place.
I'm fascinated by people who enjoy living in cloudy/foggy areas. How do they do it?
Carol
Have you ever visited Yerba Buena Park/Gardens in SF? The MLK memorial there is something to see (and hear, it has deafening fountains, meant to roll like justice... ) It was one of my favorite places in dreary chilly I-missed-Denver-so-much San Francisco.
Have fun,
Liz
Thanks for the suggestion, Liz. We have been eye-balling that park, but I didn't know about the MLK memorial there. I want to see that! I don't have total control of my destiny here (as opposed to the illusion of control I have at home), so we'll see if we can head the car in that direction in the next couple of days.
I guess you made it home without any close encounters with tornadoes!
Hi Carol! I added you to my "Friends of Indigo" list on my blog :)
Oh Carol, (cue for a song?) I love the second picture! It's fantastic, the colours and the lines and the unusual yet uniformed look is just wonderful to gaze at!
Good for you on the chocolate.
You'll get all the cuddles you need when you get home, I bet he misses you too!
Carol, I’m so happy I could introduce you to Rod. On my last visit to San Francisco, I walked down Stanyan Street, stopping before the houses, starting at what I believed to be the lofts, and singing Rod’s song in my mind. While I was standing before one, a man came out and we talked. He was the apartment manager and he told me that the loft apartment was for rent—skylight, spiral stairs, and all! I was so tempted—until he told me the rent was 4 times what I was paying for my house in Louisville. So I returned to my fantasies.
McKuen wrote quite a few songs. I used to play and sing them often in the Sixties and Seventies. One, entitled “Ally, Ally, Oxen Free” could easily be a theme for what we are so in need of today. If now isn’t the time, it may never come:
Time to let the rain fall
Without the help of man.
Time to let the trees grow tall
Now if they only can.
Time to let our children live
In a land that’s free.
CHORUS
Ally, ally, ally, ally oxen free
Ally, ally, ally, ally oxen free
Time to blow the smoke away,
And look at the sky again.
Time to let our friends all know
We’d like to begin again.
Time to send a message
Across the land and sea.
CHORUS
Time to the see the fairness
Of our children’s game
Time for men to stop
And learn to do the same.
Time to make our minds up
If the world at last will be.
CHORUS
Hey Indigo,
Thanks! I will add you to mine, also, when I get home. Computer time is rare on this trip.
daffy,
Glad you liked it. You can find a view like that in many places around here.
Buddha's excited welcome will be a great experience when I walk in the door tomorrow.
Nick,
Sometimes fantasies are as enjoyable or more than the real thing. I am wondering if your life in Louisville is a quieter, slower paced one than you might have had here. This place is pretty hectic. I am seeing once again that there's no place like home, Toto.
Thank you for the lyrics. The poets say what the heart yearns for and the politicians keep on with their lines of power and greed. Has it always been this way? Will it always be?
You didn't have to go all the way to California to get Ghirardelli. I could have sent you some from Indiana. :)
Then again, having a Red Lobster doesn't keep me from wanting to visit Maine for fresh lobster.
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