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Why Do I Write This Blog???

The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.

Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,

"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."

Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."

In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me

 

Thursday, May 08, 2008

Next Week

A week from today, at 3:00 mountain time, on independent radio station KGNU - 88.5 FM, 1390 AM - Women in Black vigiler, Betty Lynn, and I will be interviewed about our vigil, how it all began, what it's been like, and other assorted related topics.

Roger Wendell, of KGNU, happened upon us as we stood a couple of weeks ago and said that he found it interesting that we would be standing for peace in a predominantly conservative area. Funny, over the years, I've forgotten about the environment where we stand. This conservative area has become just a place where some people go by and connect with us and many people pass and choose not to look at us.

Anyway, for those of you who don't live in the KGNU listening area, I will post the recorded interview once it's available to me - just in case you want to hear the voice behind these words. Actually, if you scroll down to the bottom of this website, you can hear my voice on videos of television news stories aired before my first Camp Casey trip.

While preparing for our interview, I have gone through a lot of old blog posts of mine - especially ones with stories of noteworthy occurrences at our vigils. As I read those old posts, I noticed my blog used to be way more interesting than it is now. Has my balloon deflated? Has my drink lost its fizz? If so, where do I get me some more??? Do I really want more???

I've definitely changed since the birth of this website and I'm not the same person that started standing at our corner almost three years ago. My path to peace has not taken me where I thought it would. That's really all right. Very, very all right.

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posted by Carol at 10:53 AM


9 Comments:

Blogger otowi said...

Congratulations - too cool! I can't get that station down here. :(

I think every blog feels more exciting to its author when it is new ; blogs evolve and so do peace vigils. Just because it ain't new no more don't mean it's broke. Your blog is great.

4:31 PM  
Blogger otowi said...

I've tagged you in my blog: http://masooma.blogspot.com/2008/05/hope.html

5:11 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Thanks, Otowi!

Stay tuned and you can hear it through a link here (unless I really blow it and am too embarrassed to post it!).

And thanks for the tag. I'll put some thought into it.

Not sure I know ten bloggers, though...

5:27 PM  
Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

I look forward to hearing the interview!

I noticed on Wendell’s website a photo and reference to Edward Abbey; he’s been one of my favorite authors ever since my youngest son gave me a copy of Abbey’s book, Desert Solitaire.

1:08 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

I hope that I don't embarrass myself so that I won't want to post the interview. Public speaking is not my thing. BUT I have gotten to know Roger a little now and he is a great guy, so I'm sure I'll feel comfortable with him.

I just finished Desert Solitaire. I almost could feel the desert air while reading it. What an awesome man he was.

2:00 PM  
Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

You’ll do fine, Carol. When I speak publicly I remind myself of two things: think before I speak and remember to breath. With those in mind I think you’ll do excellent!

I fell in love with the desert reading Abbey’s book. When Rob gave it to me, I had never been to a desert. Since I read the book, I’ve made seven trips to deserts in the southwest.

1:24 PM  
Blogger Carol said...

Thanks for the reminders, Nick. I have been known to write the word "Breathe" every once in awhile in my written speeches.

Too bad this won't be written. Maybe I'll still have to bring along a little "Breathe" sign as a reminder.

There is something "desertly" about certain people. I'm sure there are people who would not be enticed into the desert by Abbey's writings. You, Nick, have the desert gene.

2:48 PM  
Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

Your mentioning something “desertly” about some people reminded me that Abbey’s book not only literally led me to the desert, but gave me a new understanding of and appreciation for the writings of the ancient Desert Fathers that led to a deeper spirituality.

10:23 AM  
Blogger Carol said...

That's beautiful, Nick.

There are no accidents...

8:52 PM  

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