
Why Do I Write This Blog???
The easiest (and probably the most honest) answer to that question is: I don't know. It all started in the summer of 2005, when I went to Crawford, Texas ( a.k.a. the home of the prez's ranch, a.k.a. the home of Camp Casey) to support Cindy Sheehan. I wanted the world to know that, contrary to what one could read in the mainstream media, the peace movement was alive and well and large numbers of Americans did not support the war in Iraq. I wanted people to know that thousands of Americans were willing to travel to Texas and tolerate the heat, humidity, and bugs in order to support a grieving mother whose new purpose was to shine a light on the lies that led to the war and to bring home our troops so that no other mother would have to know the pain that she felt.
Over time, this blog has become more of an exploration of who I am, my spirituality, and how life works. I love life's complexities, exploring the shades of gray. I want to, as Rainier Maria Rilke said,
"Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer."
Maybe my blog is just one big question about what is needed in order for people to take the time to love and cherish each other and our earth. Maybe someday, I will "live along some distant day into the answer."
In the meantime, thank you for joining me on my journey. I welcome you to share yours with me
11 Comments:
I think a fast from blogging and the Internet can be healthy. But blogging itself can be healthy, too. And I do value the connections and even the pseudo-record of some of the events, thoughts over the years....
Oh Carol that is a shame, I did love visiting Thomas too and I will miss him. I'll drop him a line just to say a goo'blog'bye.
Thanks for letting me know though.
Carol, Thomas is one of my oldest blogger friends, going all the way back to 2005 when I began. No, we didn’t get to say good-bye to him, did we?
The idea of spending less time on the computer is tempting to me, too; however, I lack the physical capacity to explore the world that I once had. I hope that Thomas has that opportunity.
I have two other thoughts:
One: I wonder if least part of the reason that Thomas is moving on that he can’t afford a replacement computer. I know that situation all to well and would be more than willing to contribute all I can to help him get one. When my C-PAP breathing machine had to be replaced and I had neither money nor health insurance, I opened an envelope mailed to me by Thomas and found a contribution from him to help me replace the machine.
Two: Thomas has shut down his blog once before and then returned to blogging. I pray that my dear friend will be back, a least for a visit.
Otowi,
Yeah, it's nice to use as a "semi"-journal.
daffy,
I don't think you can write him since he doesn't have a computer - unless you have his mailing address. Bummer...
Nick,
You are really a generous man! Doesn't someone need an AC for their car???
I blog a lot from my cell phone. It takes a little longer, but it can be done. Maybe he can try that?
You know, I've survived without AC in the car for 3 years. Thomas has a real love of blogging. I wonder if I can get the laptop I gave to Alex at least a little bit functional. Anyway, that was the thought I with which I awakened this morning.
Indigo,
That's a good idea - if he has a cellphone. I think that I wouldn't blog much if I had to figure out how to do it on my cell (but then, I'm the world's slowest text message typer).
Nick,
Do you still have Thomas' street address? (Not asking for it, just wondering if you have any way to communicate with him.) It's sweet of you to be thinking of getting him a computer. If you have a way to communicate with him and if you find that he would like a computer, let me know and I will help out.
I have his address along with lots of other addresses in the backup data of MS Outlook from my old computer. Unfortunately, I can't get it imported into the MS Outlook on my new computer. I'm working on it, though. Sooner or later I will discovered the secret how-to. That's one of the "marvels" of MS programs: getting them to do what I want them to do usually takes some form of wizardry!
I have faith in you, Mr. Wizard!!!
Carol, I'm not familiar with Thomas's blog, but there are bloggers I feel a kinship to, you for example. And it would be sad to see them leave.
I also understand your ambivalence about the net. Sometimes I guess I devote too much time to it. For me, however, it's a nice pastime when I'm at work. When I'm between customers and bookkeeping and other tasks, I feel I might as well blog away. Beats eating too much sugar anyway.
San,
I don't travel far into the blogosphere, but the friends that I have made are dear to me, so I guess I'm committed to this means of relationship for awhile...
I'd definitely miss YOU and your wonderful weavings of life stories if you quit blogging!
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